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You Were There

by Dear Vandal

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In domains of circuits bleeding Networks feeding weary souls Remains of spark and glitter Fucking twitter swallowed me whole And if you could see me now A tangle of broken vows Lock me out I don't care Delete me everywhere In youth, I slipped the collar Adored the squalor and walked alone In truth, my conscience left me When love beset me, could not atone And if you could see me now A tangle of broken vows Lock me out I don't care Delete me everywhere And if you get close you'll see The dream was a travesty I should know I was there Delete me everywhere Alone in winter's hollow I knew the swallows would fly again By June, I dreamed of numbers Digital summers and smoky wind And if you could see me now A tangle of broken vows Lock me out I don't care Delete me everywhere And if you get close you'll see The dream was a travesty I should know I was there Delete me everywhere
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Easy 03:33
I noticed a feeling I noticed the time I lifted up your skirt at the knees I died in my mind I take a little time to trace A shiver down your spine Every little drop is all I need To feel alive Easy on me baby I can't take it anymore Prop me up and get me back on to that dancing floor Easy on me baby I can't take it anymore Get me back to something less than what we had before I turn on the water I pick up the phone I listen for your voice on the line I sink like a stone I think about the time you sent A shiver down my spine Every little drop is not enough To make you feel alive Easy on me baby I can't take it anymore Prop me up and get me back on to that dancing floor Easy on me baby I can't take it anymore Get me back to something less than what we had before But you've come so far baby Plain enough to see Two hearts called to order Suitable to roam You know I'm dissolving Right here before your eyes Ten years I'm absolving Underneath the southern sky
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I only worry about one thing I worry about the future I only worry about one other thing I worry about the past Some part of the future The part that will never last You're a hummingbird in a hornet's nest A pretty little feather in a storm of violence (Chase that swallow, you've been followed) Not a paper trail or a hint of love Just a pattern on the ceiling up above (daylight sleeper, secret keeper all alone) I only worry about one thing I worry about the future I only worry about one other thing I worry about the past Some part of the future The part that will never last You're a motorcade to the prison gate A message from the governor too late (Chase that swallow, you've been followed) You're a body bag, you're a little cloud Speaking for your demons right out loud (daylight sleeper, secret keeper all alone) You put the future behind and let everything fade A busy signal pulsing from the grave (Chase that swallow, you've been followed) There's a chemical scent and a bar on the door And the last of your life in a box on the hallway floor (daylight sleeper, secret keeper all alone)
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When it feels like you might discover Another locked tight holy site I recover A ripple in the pond a seismic shame There's something in the air that can't be tamed And it has no name A glitter in the eyes a broken lens And nothing nothing nothing will ever feel this way again I know I know this feeling has to go This feeling has to go But believing in suffering that's all I know A ripple in the pond a seismic shame There's something in the air that can't be tamed And it has no name A glitter in the eyes a broken lens And nothing nothing nothing will ever feel this way again
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Qualicum 01:26
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If there's anything left to conceal The tiny little part of what's real I only came here to reward the deal But even if you could you'd deny Everything meant to defy You nearly succumbed to the white lie You've been running So far from home When the cowards get that feeling, believing Then you know you're on your own You're rolling in the sheets with a guest And pointing your car to the west Where the fascist girls undressed in the moonlight And even if you could you wouldn't play nice You let the jackboot vision suffice And now you're rolling the dice You've been running So far from home When the cowards get that feeling, believing Then you know you're on your own
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Well no one ever called me A man of action But lately my very worst ideas Are getting traction They simmer in my head They follow me to bed And when I turn my head to speak It's only for reaction
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You Promised 04:27
The memory The cost And what you had You lost Slipped away, right out of your hands Well I might succumb To a feeling so dumb The evidence is staring back at me I just might repent For the letters I sent The future turning out just magically But I might just close my eyes Turn the lights down live in a dream Until we collide You promised me a nuclear war Burned to dust at the video store You promised me a nuclear war and all I got was sick Styrofoam and acid rain I wanna go back again You promised me a nuclear war and all I got was sick You promised me a nuclear war and all I got was sick The fingerprints are washed The evidence is lost And everything is out of our hands I'll take a chance and fly To a beach live a lie Somebody's sorrow your delight I would not dare condemn Priestess of MLM Your crypto visions keep me up all night But today you'll be my bride We're on the last plane Out of this town All the way down You promised me a nuclear war Burned to dust at the video store You promised me a nuclear war and all I got was sick Styrofoam and acid rain I wanna go back again You promised me a nuclear war and all I got was sick You promised me a nuclear war and all I got was sick
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I don't mind a joke but there's blood in your smile Get in the taxi before the snow starts to fly After the party you drank in the cold Barely enough there to save my soul You were the better man Leave while you can And don't look back Whatever the reason Whatever the truth Forget about the money All the wanted was you My shoes are soaked through and I wanna get high For the one time one day All the feelings collide Oooh you're the better man Sleep while you can And don't look back Morning has broken all over the place Fumble your keys and now I see your face Get it together man Leave while you can and don't look back
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I Drew Blood 05:29
Remember that one time A river of red wine You saw the answer too clear to deny Then there was sorrow A thousands tomorrows How do you follow a feeling so hollow You've got an echo There was rain There was licorice and turpentine and crying And clumsy hands were slapped away for trying And most of all We heard the call There was blood And bible songs and chocolate and fever And the kinds of things you know you'll never know A rabbit in the mouth of the retriever And I never wanna know I drew blood and the sky Opened up like the heart of desire Like the dew on lawn Just before the blaze of the dawn I drew blood and you were there With the girl at the top of the stairs I was paid to belong To be the on that carries you on You on In a fog I put aside the things I should remember Like hockey cards and poem shards and clues And I burned the rest of it right to the embers I drew blood and the sky Opened up like the heart of desire Like the dew on lawn Just before the blaze of the dawn I drew blood and you were there Getting high at the top of the stairs I was paid to belong To be the shine that covers you Never lets the trouble through The song Remember that one time A liter of box wine The carnival lights and the warm summer air When you were leaving you told me a feeling A cherished illusion the love and confusion I'm glad that I knew you
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With a thirst that was lonely And when I began To taste something only you know And no you only can To feel your heart burning And to love it anyway To breathe and dream And ask for more Of the love you never had before To ask for more And that's how you told me In a whisper very clear You hide something holy When you're fighting back a tear The taste of your spit and an uncertain sky To breathe and dream And ask for more Of the love you never had before To ask for more
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Next Year 01:24

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released October 24, 2023

Produced and performed by Geoff Turner. Additional mixing by Lee Rosevere and Felix Fung.

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Dear Vandal Vancouver, British Columbia

Dear Vandal was hewn from west coast rainforest timber seasoned in the scorching kilns of glam and post-punk. Debut album arrives October 24, 2023.

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